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writing depressing poems
staying up too late
because I just couldnt make
the tears stop falling.
you made me like this
and out of all honesty
I hope you're happy..
because thats all I want
Everyone asks me- *dont you wish?* *dont you hope?* *dont you dream?*
All I can say is *yeah..I used to... until I met someone who woke me up*
She has bite marks on her tounge from all the things she never said
and it hurts my soul, because I cant let go, all these walls are caving in, I cant stop my suffering, I hate to show I've lose control. Because I keep going right back to the one thing I need to walk away from...
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain.Even if these arms should want to embrace you again, and even if I'm all cried out and no longer in pain..I'll never fall in love that way again.
If only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take you back. But we've been down this road, time and time again. and I've learned the hard way, how the story always ends..
If anybody could have saved me it would have been you.
There's nothing you can sy to make me feel alive again.
Cut the skin to the bone-fall asleep all alone-hear your voice in the dark-lose myself in your eyes-choke my voice-say goodnight-as the world falls apart*
I've been here before a few times - and Im quite aware we're dying
I wish it was raining cause I hate every beautiful day...
even if its a lie, say it'll be alright, and I will believe...
Choke me in the shallow water before I get too deep*
Depression is merely anger minus the enthusiasm
I need to know if you're real..I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again*
Gimme hate, Lord, I'll take hate any day. But dont give me love, Lord. I cant carry it. Its too heavy...
Pick my up now..I need you so bad*
Shut up, come back...no I didnt really mean to sy that..Im mixed up..so what? Yeah.. you want me so you're messed up too*
-all the things left undiscovered leave me waiting and left to wonder*
there's a million reasons why I cry. Hold my covers tight and close my eyes, 'cause I dont wanna be alone...
Just when I thought I was gonna be okay - you looked me in the eyes*
I'll always love you
the words of an unwritten rule
turns every smart girl
into a love-sick fool*
* . . Cinderella didnt have to go through this shit . . *
and after awhile..the jokes arent funny anymore.Theres nothing left to smile about..everyone begins to look the sme..lovers lose their passion..friends become enemies & the life we once knew..Is gone*
*Beautiful girl with pretty eyes - A hidden heart of hurt and lies*
*She sits up in her bed at night a cries - Its hard for her to realize*
* Love isnt all weak in the knees and butterflies *