I dont really know whats happening in this fucked up world. there is so much around me right now, i dont know what to do. im currently naked, and mildly limp. My girlfriend is almost gone, and i havent got a remote controlled car to play with. i really like those drifting ones. maybe i'll buy one. ANYWAY, I think there are some things in life you are just not supposed to understand. and if you do, you are one fucked up person. yeah thats right asshole. none of you are that fucked up. I cant stop thinking about whats going to happen next, especially with you elise. I'm lost. you know fellow compadres' she is apparently "discovering herself" what does that mean? what does it mean to me? i dont even know what is going on. But yes. I ALSO WANT A BAND. fuck people. just play music, and get into my fucking band. i want to record, i want to tour. hurry the fuck up.
ohh oh, theres this teacher in my school "Ms Gardener" she's my music teacher. fuck that lady is going to die. shes such a little whore. shes so ugly aswell. she was going on about her fashion sense today, how it was mainstream but a different sort. im sorry to tell you lady, but wearing queer stripey, or painted pants with your fucking dry dirty black hair. shut up. your so annoying. almost all the music staff in my school suck the cock. god. mr nelson. hes a homosexual, seriously. he cant keep his eyes off the boys. dirty bastard. but yes. ive had my bitch.
what else should i talk about. theres so much more page to fill.
well, ill fill the rest later.
I am going to get sooo smashed tomorrow.
I blame elise.