After she had
gotten home, Emma went in her room and was sitting on her bed. She had fallen
asleep to her Smiths cd but woke up after she realized that the cd was on
repeat. She woke up to Morrissey singing: I
don’t know where else I can go; I know it’s over and it never really began...
The lyrics
seemed to match the feelings she felt for Stephen. She knew that their
‘relationship’ was pretty much falling apart, even though they didn’t have much
of one to start with. She started crying, all the emotions she was feeling were
too much for her.
Her father
returned around 7:00 that night and headed straight towards his room. He didn’t
seem to notice that Emma was home because he figured that with it being the
last day of school, she was probably hanging out with her friends.
Emma decided
to take a walk around the block. She grabbed her key and headed out the front
door. Phillip was too exhausted from work to notice the door shutting.
As she
walked, she thought of the events of that day. ‘What was going on with Stephen?
Why is this happening to me?’ She kept asking herself questions when a baseball
rolled to her feet. She picked it up and looked up to see Benji in the front of
his house with a baseball mitt on.
“Hey.” he
said, looking down.
“Hi.” she
replied softly.
“Thanks.” he
said as she threw the ball back to him.
“No Problem.”
Emma kept walking as Benji just watched her go. Awkward feelings stood between
them both.
She walked to
the school and sat in one of the swings at the park. After awhile Stephen came
up and sat in the swing next to her.
*a/n: they
live an equal distance away from the school. I know I said that Emma lives far
away from Stephen.. but yeah, they can both walk to the school in about 10
minutes.*
“I’m so sorry
Emma.” he said to her, looking down at his feet. Emma didn’t respond so he went
on, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to seem so rude today. It’s just, when my dad
comes home drunk and takes all his anger out on me, I just need some way to
vent my anger and I’m sorry that I took it out on you.” he grabbed her hand and
she didn’t let go of it. They sat there in silence holding hands until Emma spoke
up.
“It’s ok.”
they looked at each other and smiled. Emma still didn’t know what to think of
their little relationship, but Stephen seemed like he really was sorry so she
forgave him.
(a/n: ugh! I hate this Stephen character…. Oooh well.
And the drama.. I’m sorry it’s unbelievably ridiculous. It’s my sorry attempt
at it! Well, keep reading and sign the
guestbook! Thanks!)