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well it has been a long time since i added a rambling about you, but it isn't because i dont think about you, quite the contrary. i probaly think about you too much. i was so hurt the other day when you said we shouldn't talk too much....i understand your reasons but that comment hit me hard. i knew it was going to be like this....i knew you would go home and drew would ask you to marry him, i just wasn't ready for the reality of it. like i said i am mad happy for you kids, i mean that is awesome....finding some one you love and making a comitment like that....i am just sad because i just met you and i am afraid i am already going to have to say good bye. talking to you tonight was so awesome, i was giddy for hours after, i mean right now as i write this i am still all smiles..... how did i let myself connect with some one so fast and so out of reach? it really stinks not having you around like i did around the holidays. wow it was rad to talk to you for so long ....... i still haven't listened to the message you left on my phone, i am saving it until i go to bed, maybe i will actually sleep like a real human being......i look at the pictures we took that last nite like a billion times.....i wish we would have taken more. oh bye the way, if you don't come and visit me over springbreak i will be super sad and pissed. we could watch tv and make snide remarks about all the spring break kids......... could be fun! well it is really late and i have to work in 3hrs. so i should try and sleep alittle. good night and call me anytime, and i hope things didnt get too out of hand 2nite. -christoph |
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