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III. Renunciation "The
Sacrifice"
Seasons
have turned,
Lessons
are still unlearned.
The
wind had blown the leaves so hard
Still
it didn’t push my place in your heart.
Rain
had pour heavily on the pavement
Still
it didn’t wash the pain and bereavement.
Sun had
shone so powerful in the sky
Still
love was not there to intensify.
Clouds
have tried to cool the heat down
Still
it is not enough to disguise my frown.
Seasons,
again, have turned
Lessons,
now, I must learn.
And so
as not to make the agony prolong
I have
to say this and be strong
It’s
not that I want to but I have to
You
know I like you but you ignored the fact that I do
And
twice as hard as it is to utter
I know
the fight has long been over
Someone
stole you away,
While
in this mud, I still lay.
And
that simple man had grown weak and tired
Leaving
me no choice but to bid goodbye
Not
wanting to give you up but I have to lie
To say
I’m ready to let you fly
It’ll
bring me tears, surely I’ll cry
But I
have to keep it as I slowly die…
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IV. The Fable "Why
Mild Red?"
‘Tis a tale of a love undying
Attraction between two unlike being-
One was a jasmine with beauty,
extraordinary
The
other, a sparrow with courage but the ordinary
And yet irony strikes, as it was a love one-sided-
The fair-feathered guy wants
something deep
Whilst
the flower wants nothing more than friendship.
Hard
it is for the jasmine to be true,
Indeed,
to break it will bring him blue.
So
to ease the hurt, she took time to think
To
find a way to give him a hint,
“I
shall give my heart to you in an instant
Only
if you’ll make happen what I demand.
Turn
my white petals to red,” she continues
“And
receive my love if it becomes new.”
Seeing
a hope in the cloudy sky
The
sparrow flew and rose so high
Wasting
no time, he sought for good advice
To
the Great Owl, he went out to try.
Upon
hearing the little bird’s narration,
The
Owl perceive the white flower’s insinuation,
“To
turn a jasmine to red overnight,
Is
as impossible as catching a pinch of light.
Her
summon is of no solutions,”
Disclosing
his nearing conclusion,
"Poor
young fellow, don’t you understand
It
is not you, the fair lady wants.”
With
disbelief, he left weeping all out loud
With
desperation, he soared through the woody crowd
At
end, he found himself despairing unduly
Unnoticing
his small wound bleeding so badly.
In
time, he discovered his cut agitating
Seemly,
he saw his blood all-gushing;
Determined
as he was to erase his worry,
An
idea entered his mind to answer his
query
“All
she wanted is to be red,
With
my blood, I shall turn her into red.”
Settled,
he hummed to the wind his goodbye
“To
make her happy, I’ll risk my life.”
And
with the fading of the sun in the west
He
picked up a twig and pierces his breast.
Lacerating,
he flap his wings to fly onto her
Make
the blood squirt and bleed all over her.
Grasping
for breath, he tried to bury the twig more
Drawing
much blood to dye her red more.
And
it was over.
As
the moonlight shone down to her new petal crown,
He
was crying with bliss to see how beautiful she’d become.
Weak
and tired, he tried to fly far with no sound
But
as the wind blows, he faints back to the ground.
Soon,
the day was dawning
Everybody
saw the jasmine’s color changing.
Not
far from her was the sparrow dying
Rousing
in his bloodstained body weakening.
“Forgive
me, my dear jasmine, for I fail
I
have turned you not into red, only pale.
Your
petals have changed only into mild red
Forgive
me, if it’s not what you wanted.”
Confusion
struck the mind of the lady
Guilt
invaded her heart, unhappy.
Tears,
not of love, but of pity
Rushed
from her eyes with honesty,
“‘Tis
not what I expected,
I
want no life be suspended.”
Too
late for her sympathy
The
winged fellow is drowned with agony.
For
the last time, the sparrow tried to utter
His
acceptance and farewell to the jasmine flower.
“Now
I know, what you want to imply
You
do not love me, that is why.
Love
does really conquers everything-
But
it changes not the reality of everything-
I am a bird and you are not,
You are a flower and I am not
Much
more your eyes see just through me
Much
more your heart feels nothing for me…”
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