~Mild Red~
"She
was out of reach/ Her heart so hard to teach..."
Renunciation
Seasons
have turned,
Lessons
are still unlearned.
The
wind had blown the leaves so hard
Still
it didn’t push my place in your heart.
Rain
had pour heavily on the pavement
Still
it didn’t wash the pain and bereavement.
Sun had
shone so powerful in the sky
Still
love was not there to intensify.
Clouds
have tried to cool the heat down
Still
it is not enough to disguise my frown.
Seasons,
again, have turned
Lessons,
now, I must learn.
And so
as not to make the agony prolong
I have
to say this and be strong
It’s
not that I want to but I have to
You
know I like you but you ignored the fact that I do
And
twice as hard as it is to utter
I know
the fight has long been over
Someone
stole you away,
While
in this mud, I still lay.
And
that simple man had grown weak and tired
Leaving
me no choice but to bid goodbye
Not
wanting to give you up but I have to lie
To say
I’m ready to let you fly
It’ll
bring me tears, surely I’ll cry
But I
have to keep it as I slowly die…
-J.K.P.
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