| NERP |
| ......Pain......Hate......Fear...... Grass is burned pulse is slowed drip by drip my backwards growth burning thoughts backwards mind I cant see what we are supposed to find lost in a landslide of emotional scars waiting and hiding their drunk at the bars we feed on drugs (drugs feed on us) cant you see my life blown away like dust fully decebrated nothings left no dreams no thoughts its for the best I look around is this a test pain makes me stronger hate I wait longer fear (the shit inside me) Im all alone bloody rage smashed up bones distracted by visions of children in broken homes they wait to be loved they wait to be known in the end they are alone pain makes me stronger hate i wait longer fear (this shit behind me) once I had a friend that i could count on well I thought well so it seemed but Im the one that got turned on and Im breaking at the seams broken face's desolate minds why the fuck was I so blind looking back at all my years all I see is tears and fears too much drugs nothing to do this is what our youth is reduced to is this heaven is this hell what is this place I know so well pain makes me stronger hate I wait longer fear (those not like me) how can I deal if its not real not even enough time to heal black widow will you be my friend black widow make it end I stare at the sun till I go blind pain is the only thing that eases my mind. looking for feelings and feelings I find spining and spining Im loosing my mind I straighten my back place my feet just woke upon cold concrete covered in spiders dripping with sweat all I did was wept and wept the widow approaches dark and cold stare " your time is up your message has shown now sit still its time to go home" they wrap me up in soiled twine leave me for the rest of time... pain makes me stronger... hate I wait longer... fear (everything) |