| MELISSA FLEWELLING |
| 9/13 6:24 pm |
| Uncertaninty ~ for Joshua I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I don't know if I should go Or grit my teeth and stay. One minute all seems perfect, All is well with this, the worls -- But in the next my heart is shattered, Banner of true feelings unfurled. With my mind in disbelief, and my heart in deepest pain All I can think to do is sit, Close my eyes, and see your name As it races 'cross my memory Sending shivers down my spine Then coupled with your face, Your smile, your bright blue eyes which shine Their light into my soul Bringing sunshine to my day Their brilliance, though not ment for me, Leaves me with nothing left to say. |
| 9/15 1:21 am |
| Untitled Every person has his or her own problems To deal with To understand Including me. I need to release To tell someone what is on my mind But who? Every person has their own problems To deal with To understand Why would they want my burdens On top of their own? Rather than distancing friends By sharing too much I hold everything inside So when the time or greatest need Arrives Someone will be there to listen. |
| 10/26/00 1:15 pm |
| For Joshua Feelings of the past, Like a sniper -- Lurking in the shadows Seeking to destroy, Kill and destroy The sentiments of today. One look, One world -- One bullet fired Its aim straight and true Rendering me hopeless -- Hopelessly in love, Hopelessly taken in By every look, Every word. Losing myself In your eyes, In your smile -- In you. |
| MELISSA'S CHAT NAME |
| Lizza_joy Email Her AT [email protected] |
| 11/10 4:09 am |
| ~ For Jason Three words A whisper screaming in my ear, A silence pounding through my being, The knowledge permeating my heart -- Washing over me like the summer tide, Quick to pull me into the oceans's throw. I fall to pieces inside All because I love you. |
| 1/20/01 4:20 am |
| Why Why do I make you cry How How do I open up what's inside You love me, upholding, I hurt you, unknowing. No You deserve so much more than Me Who leaves you lifeless, bleeding, sore Why do you stay Why can't you see The more that you stay The more hurt you receive From me |
| 1/21/01 3:10 am |
| The questions in my heart Crying in the dark Reaching out for someone who's not there Thoughts from others pound my brain Changing mine to the same Make me realize you don't even care. I hand you my soul You put me on hold " I'm too busy to talk to you today" Why do you even bother Keeping me around What is it for Was it so wrong of me To think I was yours I can't take this anymore |