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| KODY SIDELL | |||||||||||||
~ When I look into the sky, and see the night stars shine, I think of how you smile when your eyes look into mine. ~ When I touch a newborn puppy, or a babies hair, so fine, I think of how your hands feel when being held in mine. ~ When I'm writing pen on paper, line by line by line, I think of how your feet sound, when walking next to mine. ~ When I look upon my nightstand my clock at ten to nine. ~ When I think of how the rain smells, or maybe fresh cut pine, Im reminded of what you smell like when your body is close to mine. ~ When I taste a mug of coca, or sip a glass of wine, I think of all your kisses, or your face close to mine. ~ When I watch the way you write, or your curved script as you sign, I think of how it would look, your name paired up with mine. ~ All the time I'm with you, your empty hours all mine, I wish I could be with you, for those moments always shine. |
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| Addicted to you like a wine to whiskey, I spend most my time feeling wild and giddy, Your voice alone inebriates me, Brilliant eyes glitter, make me dizzy, Self denial as a front to my best friend, Though perpetual drunkenness is my final end, Taking away from my sterile innocence, My tranquil soul enclosed by a fence, Built by your cruel, enticing heart, While I stood back wishing for a brand new start, A much less dangerous substance to use, For you are so painful, too hard to abuse, The thrill of your high may last awhile, But the hangover last many amile, I am intoxicated by your touch, Though only half-full, the bottle still too much, So many times I have tired to end addiction, But the hotness of your liquor is mesmerizing confriction, Now I'll lay me down to sleep And pray the Lord your soul to keep, If I should die before I wake I pray the Lord my bottle to take, As to end the insantaity once and for all, And out of Love I'll finally fall, Though the excitement maybe unparallelled, Close to my heart you will always be held, This is my cadence, my final say, If you will leave me and just go away. |
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| You are the face I've never seen And the voice that haunts my mind A shadowed figure in the darkness That I'll be so glad to find That soft voice on the line The one that haunts my mind Always sneaking from behind Into the corner of my mind All at once you made me smile When my life had been dark for quite somewhile Where have you been all this time? All alone in the dark I was without your light Lost in the night But you're here now Have left your mark And taken away this dismal dark All at once you made me smile When my life had been dark for quite somewhile. Neurotic prayers in the showers of moonlight Begging for apittance of forgiveness Formerly devoid of honor and guilt for crimes untold Vile horrors haunt the memory Odious acts upon innocent victims Blood thirsty Pain as a stimulus and release From everyday havoc wreaked upon the mind Conscience is losing the duel with the devil Will darkness stifle the gleam at the end of the tunnel? Acidic guilt churns Leaving an unseen weet on the inner self A scavenger for untouched innocence Striving to emulate tangible sanctions Reaching for the light. |
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| Some of Kody's Chat Names |
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| Falling_with_your_knife Who_killed_MrMoonlight The_God_An_In_Alcove NervesLikeNylon_NervesLikeSteel samsonny_sidell Email Him At [email protected] |
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