My Poems 2
Missing You

Falling further and further down,
No place to go anymore,
when you are not by my side...
i miss you, i miss you,
want you to be be by myside, as a friend,
as a lover, whatever, whoever,
just want you to be here...
Take up a cutter
and carve your name on my thighs,
see the blood drips,
don't want it to stop, until, until you are by my side again
Obsession

I'm ashamed
Of the obsession
That could have
Led to death

Ashamed
Of pitiful days
That showed no Self-respect

Ashamed
Of lies to doctors,
parents, and
Even Friends

Ashamed
That I pushed a soul away
Who only tried to help...


Scars

Scars on my arms that will never go away
a cat, a dog, what do I say for today?
People wonder why I wear long-sleeves
It's because I have scars I don't want anyone to see

Maybe no one will see the scars on the outside
the ones on the inside are the ones that I can't hide.
I can't go anywhere, without let my feelings show.
I tried to hide it from my friends, and my foes.
It's my ownself I want to harm,
it's the only way I know to relieve my stress,
but in the end, it only leave me depressed.

Therefore, I cut even more than before,
why i don't know, my arm is so sore.
I cut because I am afraid of dealing of my life.
so instead of talking, I use a cutter.

The scars it leaves, only I know what it means...
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