things seem to be getting easier with each passing day. i remind myself of the fact that you no longer care for me in any way. is your cruelty and uncompromising behaviour a result of your bitterness toward me? is it just another one of your plots for revenge? or do you feel you've been treated so unjustly, your cold, shunning is completely justified? i wish to be a part of your life, but it seems, in situations such as these, you don't care to have anyting to do with me. i've pondered for so many months, your flaws, and i've only recently come to a conclusion. these things are not out of spite, betrayal, or what have you; rather, they're merely my biased opinion which seems to become increasingly worthless. i consider this constructive criticism (as opposed to your "26 things i hate about lith" list written in degradation) and ask you take this as a means by which you can improve yourself, as you always seem to try to do so on your own. i haven't devised a list and worded it carefully and elaborately, but my argument can be summarized in a few brief statements:
your attempts to be understanding about situations are poor an nearly effortless. acceptance is essential to a relationship of any kind. you've "loved" many, but your definition of love becomes increasingly meaningless with every fickle relationship you make your way into (including ours). lastly, and most importantly, is forgiveness. you hold bitterness so close to your heart; once you become more accepting and understanding you will then be able to forgive. remember, true love is unconditional and knows no boundaries.
so.. those are the things which i found to be the most appearent flaws. but flaws make us who we are, they encourage individuality and uniqueness. at the risk of being hypicritical, i just wanted to let you know that i always tried to be all those things for you--understanding, accepting, loving... but i suppose that in the end, it didn't get me very far.
so, i've been continuously adding to this list, a parody of brandyn's "26 things i hate about lith" list.
your list
my list