okay..so maybe taking 9 caffene pills wan't the greatest idea i've ever had. i think i started to realize this fact around 5 this morning, leaning over the toilet, as i'd thrown up for the 7th time in two hours. i thought i was going to die--or at least, i hoped to.. just so i didn't feel so sick anymore. i'm still rather sick today, particularly this afternoon (it was terrible). everything looks so fake and far away. a copy of a copy of a copy... but the worst is over now--i'm sure. my stomach feels hollow and diseased. i hope it goes away soon. i need to take a shower. maybe then i'll feel better. i can't sit here anymore anyways..
i'm such a fucking moron.