how was your day at school today? well, reples the voice in my head, one thing i found particularly entertaining was when i was sitting in english class.. our first day back after a week long break, and mrs. shrimplin (eek!) was inquiring about our vacation away from school. ::twitch:: as we each told what we did, one after the the other, it was my turn. i was thinking in my head about saying "i cut myself up all week long" as i'd lift up my shirt so everyone could see how terrible i am. i imagined their reactions in my mind, their eyes staring in amazement and disgust. i'd say "let's count them together class" and i'd point to the myriad of fresh cuts as we'd count aloud together. "1.. 2.. 3.. and so on" with a big, painted smile on my face. and, as i was imagining this, i actually had a difficult time restraining from bursting out laughing out of what would appear to be nowhere. ::twitch:: "i worked," i replied with a bitter smile. me and my whiteness is where i'd like to stay. tans look so unhealthy, don't you think? i'd like to take a vacation for a while.. from myself. the problem is, in the event of that kind of vacation, i've never heard of anyone ever coming back..::twitch::