i stayed home from school today. 14 hours of sleep is always a nice way to start off the day. my mom (bitch) wouldn't let me stay home, so i had to call my dad at work. he was thrilled with me to say the least. yesterday i'd been in a miserable state. whenever anyone began to talk to me, tears started forming in my eyes. i hate crying at school. so, instead of putting myself in the same situation today, i stayed at home and slept. i drempt of brandyn. we were running away together, i'm not sure where to though. at one point, as we were driving down the road, he showed my his shoulders and pointed at all the scars. "you know, i can never wear things that normal people wear." i lifted up my sleeves as well. "i can't either," i replied. we continued driving, and i woke up.