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Chapter 5
She followed him to a room she hadn't seen before and she sat down on a chair while he closed the door. She was nervous, why did he wanted to talk to her? She knew that she wasn't his favorite person at the moment, and it was obvious that she wasn't the person with who he wanted to be in a room right now, he almost hated her, so why did he take her here?
She looked to Sean who was walking through the room and she wondered why he didn't spoke to her.
" Sean?"
" Yeah?"
" What did you want to say?"
" Ow right...I know that you probably think I'm an asshole and you're right to think that: I'm an asshole"
" Bu"
" I don't know what I was thinking, but I never should have acted that way towards you"
" It's o"
" I'm very sorry for what I've said and I hope you can forgive me, but I understand if you don't, I have been a asshole to you without a good reason"
"You ha"
" I hope that I didn't hurt you, I wasn't thinking what I was saying, I never gave you a change to explain and always took my own conclusions, what was stupid, if I had listened to you all of this had never happened and we would still be friends"
She signed, he didn't gave her the change to say something
" Sean"
He looked up, he finally listened to her
" Don't blame yourself that much, it wasn't your fault, okay, maybe it had been better if you had listened to me, but it wasn't your fault that I took the job, was it? I understood that we couldn't been friends anymore, but that wasn't your fault, it was mine. If I hadn't took the job we were still friends, you didn't have another choose, and I'm not blaming you for that"
" But I had no right to act that way towards you Amy, I made you feel like you were nothing"
" You did, and I would be lying if I told you it didn't hurt, because it did, you hurt me bad, but don't blame yourself for that, you said you're sorry and it's forgiven"
" No Amy, it's not okay, I had no right to act to you like that, I mean, you were my friend and I still loved you like a friend, maybe even more, and I know it's no excuse, but I always hurt the persons I love the most when I'm angry at them"
She looked up to him, totally confused, what did he mean by that?
" Sean... what do you mean when you said that you love me more then a friend"
He looked her in the eyes and at the moment he did she had the answer, his eyes told it all, it couldn't be true, this has to be a dream, he couldn't be in love at her, right?
" But how? I mean... you acted like you hated me and now you tell me you love me... I'm confused now"
" I never hated you, I always loved you, but I couldn't tell you that, it would change everything between us, but it made me crazy to see you and act like normal and the only thing I could do was to act like I hated you... I couldn't tell you that I loved you because I knew you did see me as a friend and nothing more and I would scare you if I told you I loved you"
" You're right, you would scare me off, I would be lying if I told you I loved you at that moment, you're like my best friend and nothing more, I never had thought about dating you, but when you began to act like you hated me I began to miss the old Sean and I looked back to you like someone I loved, not as someone who was my best friend and I think I still love you..."
" You love me too? You know... I didn't expect that, that's great! We love each other!"
" Sean?"
" Yeah?"
" Shut up and kiss me..."
The End
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