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Chapter 6
9-10-97
Dear journal,
This is the best day of my life.
Let me tell you it from the beginning:
I had a serious talk with Sean and he told me that I could tell him everything what was on my mind. When he told me that I had to think about Brian, I still hadn't told Sean about Brian and I felt really bad about it. I took a deep breathe and told him everything about Brian. Sometimes my eyes filled with tears and then I brushed it away with my fingers.
Once in a while I looked up to take a look at Sean's face and I saw him concentration on every word I told and having a hard time with dealing what I told.
When I was finished he gave me a hug and brushed the last tears in my face away. He told me that he was glad I told him this, but he had wanted that I had told him this in the beginning so he could help me. He smiled that he was glad that he was in London and not in Liverpool, otherwise he would have beaten Brian black and blue. And yes, that were his exact words, that was the protective side of Sean.
When I left him I walked to the park and sat down on a bench. I felt good that I had finally told him about Brian, I had one problem solved, but still one to go: J.
I thought about him, normally I didn't fall for types like J, but this time I did, and I had fallen hard.
I must have been of into my own word, because when I looked next to me I saw J sitting, who was looking into my eyes.
I turned pale when I saw him and he must have thought I was sick or something. He asked me if I was okay and I answered very rude back. It was just that I needed time to think alone.
I saw his hurt look and I realized what I had done, I said I was sorry and his look changed into worries, he asked me what was wrong and I suddenly couldn't stand the thought that I couldn't tell him that I was in love at him.
I whispered I love you to him and run away. I did run as hard as possible, I couldn't believe what I had done! I never would dare to see him again, I was so stupid!
I felt a strong arm turn me around and I felt his lips on mine.
I had the feeling we stood there for hours, only looking into each others eyes and kissing each other and saying I love you to each other.
When it was time to say goodbye we kissed one last time and walked away.
I still cant believe it, he loves me too!!!
Love,
Valerie
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He�s My Brother
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