What Now?

What happens if I want more?
I don't think I can just be friends.
I try to hate you,
But you're to nice for that.
I can't stand how you're so cute,
And I can't have you.
How am I so close, yet so far away?
You, just you, is all I want.
There was miscommunication,
Flirting and staring.
Now there's nothing more than
Awkward silence when we're together.
I don't think I'd even be able
To watch you with another girl.
I can't promise it will be easy.
It's not my fault;
You are the one who led me on.
What can I do to be just your friend?
I'm so confused.
~2001~