Un-Hot

Is it true, you really don't want more than friends?
I guess I just read your signs wrong.
I misjudged your objective.
You're just a true, guy friend?
I'm constantly one of the guys or an empty fling.
Must just be who I am. What's new?
Are my standards too great?
I guess I'll just lower them.
Or maybe I'm not meant for anything authentic.
I'll just fool around with some more assholes;
My heart will ache and then harden some more.
I can just dismiss the hope of love.
Have someone care for me? Fall in love?
Nah, I can have pathetic, meaningless flings instead.
~2003~