Not Needed

Sometimes what I think I want,
Is so damn far from what I need.
I don't need you, or any whore,
And I don't want you that's for sure.
I won't rely on any man,
To get me through my days right now.
I'm strong and brave, you're just a crutch.
But someone real, I wouldn't mind that.
Control and patience, I do have;
Can I say the same true of you?
I have not cried; you piss me off,
with most the things you say and do.
But I must wonder just a bit,
How meaningless is sex for you?
~2002~