Deny Me

I want you to deny me and shatter my hopes.
Make me want to curse you, and loathe your stupid name.
I'm lonely now you're gone but soon I'll be just fine.
I want you to deny my love and tell me that I'm wrong.
Make me hate you; I need this to be done.
Take my heart and rip it out!
Throw it down, deny me you!
~2002~