Continuous Denial (Deny Me II)

I want you to deny me and crush all these hopes.
Make me want to curse you and loathe your stupid name.
I'm lonely by myself, but you'll mean nothing soon.
I want you to deny me and tell me that I'm wrong.
Make me hate you; this memory is almost gone.
Take my heart and rip it out;
Throw it down, deny me you!
~2003~