I'm not crying anymore
just angry, blazing
it seems like all this has gone to waste
and since when did years of love mean name calling?
and since when did change mean blame?
and since when were you so high above me
you saw that I was just a person?
the scar tissue's tough
it doesn't even hurt
when you tell me I'm so low
I'm just like them
just the same
I can admit it
I'm so sorry
I'm not your kind of pure
we stand alone because
you don't let me speak
you say I'm just another
stolen bone
I was myself
of you, bitterness and footprints
once I believed we'd be one
under glistening fire
and you burn
you sit and observe
maybe I'm selfish
because I hate being hurt
collecting shed tears
moments spent in pain
and wasted salt
I finally begin to wonder
like you did
why I even bothered