I sometimes wonder how many were lies.

Loneliness is nothing new as I get
older while each minute passes
Views and different angles
Every word means the same

You remind me
of someone I loved...
unsettling as it is to admit

and if she can't have him what will she do will she cry herself to sleep or will she just keep it inside will she pine for you again again will she be your best friend will she flee to her only sanity will she tell it all or spin you a story will she let you know it was you all along will she ask you to dance will she look away will she melt in your embrace will she drift away slowly without a word when the song is over and the dance is done

Believing in empty words...
unawareness
things just aren't what they seem

Did it break you
every time I spoke of another
and you shadowed me
now I make believe

I sometimes wonder how many were lies.
Sometimes, something appears in your eyes...

Followed your
obsessions
Reality hurts
Every time I talk about
vices in my life
every time, I am thinking of you
reality hurts

and if she can't find him what will she do will she let herself bleed or will she just hide will she sing for you again again will she be your confidante will she want to die will she speak the truth or lie herself an alibi will she clue you in it was you every time will she ask you to drive will she look astray will she melt in your gaze will she slip away slowly without a thought when the wait is over and romance is done