waiting and rushing to an end
the shadows, like blood on the walls
the light, unsettled between the stories
lips bruised with too much
singing, sobbing, sighing
tongue so swollen I can barely hope to speak
reflection shifts
although I'm still, and
waiting for.

staying and watching every spectre
every moment, every movement.
a scream so quiet
you can barely hope to hear me.
I've pulled away,
and you can ignore
or offer the hand I'm
waiting for.

lying and truthtelling days away
knowing not an inch of it matters.
you're so locked and mirror perfect,
I'll never know how much
of me you hold.
I need to think it was never you
that kept me flying.

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