lying awake
how do you explain that
everyone is dead

truth
superimposed over images
push it away with awkward hands

And it must have been worth it
and it must have been good

I'm here to watch you die inside
you've betrayed
and borrowed to make it right

I can't pretend not to remember
we don't want to die because
we're so used to living
a shadow, I exist
but I'm just so tired of breathing without reason

It better be worth it
it must have been good
you've already wasted
everything that you could

stop asking me why
because I don't fucking know
I don't care if it shows
there's a big fucking problem that won't go away
and you just sit and watch it
watch it grow

all the places are taken
all the faces are strange
I'm not sure what it means or what I'm waiting for
but I'm just so tired of bleeding without a reason

truth
superimposed over images
sad today, useless and ashamed

You've already wasted
everyone that you knew
you're confused and you're hurting
but it's me that got screwed