I'm so confused
with your confusion
You love the ones who hate you
and you can ignore
(halfhearted)
because who will always be there
I will always be there
when someone needs
to share your space
when someone needs
to remind you that you exist
you exist
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it kills me
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and you say what you want
and are you there to recieve
and am I just grateful for
the attention like
some fucking
pathetic dog..?
and sometimes when
I talk you don't listen
and my eyes flick from
face to face in this crowd
because I know you
off by heart
and I search for you
(unwilling)
when I am out of
the box.
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Right now I love you
more than life
and I don't know why
and
Right now I hate you
because of love
and what you are
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