I feel myself slipping
you try to catch me
but you don't understand
I want to fall.
everything's so loose
I wish it would all just let go
I can't even cry in front of myself
my reflection mocks my tears
but my eyes are red
not from crying
but from looking into the sun
I wish I didn't exist
and if you had embraced your God
I never would have.
we'd all be better off that way.