Catcher in the Rye Final Project
When Holden was younger he frequently went to the
museum. The museum was one of his favorite places to go. He said,
"I get very happy when I think about it" (p.119-120). The
museum is one of the few places he enjoys and feels comfortable. He said,
"The best thing though, in that museum was that everything always stayed
right where it was. Nobody'd be different. The only thing that
would be different would be you" (p.121). Being that Holden dislikes
change, the museum is the perfect place for him. Holden should buy a
souvenir from the museum and keep it forever, so whenever he is depressed he
could look at the souvenir and feel happy. He likes the fact that in the
museum nothing changes and he knows what to expect. He likes knowing that
nothing will become phony. His life has changed dramatically since
Allie's death, so he likes that in the museum time stops and everything is
preserved.
Holden's brother, D.B., is a writer living in Hollywood. One book D.B.
wrote is The Secret Goldfish. That is one of Holden's favorite books.
"He wrote this terrific book of short stories, The Secret Goldfish,…It
killed me" (pgs.1-2) said Holden. In Hollywood, D.B, is writing
movies, which is ironic because Holden hates the movies. Holden once
said, "If there's one thing I hate, it's the movies. Don't even mention
them to me" (p. 2). Holden thinks that movies are phony and so are
the people who go to see them. Part of the reason why The Secret Goldfish
is important to Holden is because it is one of the few things written by D.B.
that he does not consider phony. For Holden not to think something is
phony is a big thing, because he considers mostly everything and everyone
phony. The Secret Goldfish is about a child who will not let anyone look
at his goldfish because he bought it with his own money. This is like
Holden because he keeps things to himself and he is very secretive. For
example, when Holden got kicked out of school he did not want to tell his
parents what happened, so instead he lived on his own for a few days.
Obviously this is a bit more extreme than the book, however Holden can relate
to the boy in the book. That is why Holden must like the book and find it
so funny.
Mr. Antolini is Holden's old English teacher. Holden is very close to him
and kept in touch with him even after the school year was over. Holden is
so close to him that he called him up in the middle of the night asking him if
it was okay if he came over to spend the night. Once Holden got to Mr.
Antolini's apartment, Mr. Antolini gave Holden a long lecture of what Holden
should do to change his life around and that he must do it soon. On a
piece of paper Mr. Antolini wrote, "The mark of the immature man is that
he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of the mature man is that he
wants to live humbly for one" (p. 188). Holden told Mr. Antolini
that he would read it carefully and he would keep it. Holden said, "'Yeah
sure.' I did, too. I still have the paper he gave me"
(p.188). Whether Holden realized it or not, this quote had great
significance. Mr. Antolini was trying to save Holden before he fell so
deep that he could not recover. This quote suggests to Holden the
difference between mature and immature people and that Holden should choose to
be the mature man.
The day Holden went to New York City with his fencing team, he past a sports
store after he got off the subway, right after he realized he lost all the
foils. In the window he saw a red hunting hat with one of those very long
peaks. He bought it for only one dollar, and he was very proud of that
deal. Holden said, "The way I wore it, I swung the old peak way
around to the back-very corny, I'll admit, but I liked it that way. I
looked good in it that way" (pgs. 17-18). Several times when Holden
was alone or needed protection he put on the hat. It is ironic he bought
it right after he lost the foils because it shows that he needed something to
protect him from the others being mad at him. This shows that he might
not be emotionally stable enough to handle problems on his own. The
hunting hat protects him from shameful moments. It gives him
security. After Holden's fight with Stradlater, Holden put the hunting
hat on; "I couldn't find my goddamn hunting hat anywhere. Finally I
found it. It was under the bed. I put it on, and turned the old
peak around to the back, the way I liked it, and then I went over and took a
look at my stupid face in the mirror" (p.45). When Holden has the
hat on, he feels safe and protected from the world. He said he wears it
the way he likes it, even though it is corny. This shows that he does not
care what others think of him when he wears the hat. Wearing the hat is
one of the few times Holden feels protected.
Holden's younger sister, Phoebe, is one of the few people who Holden can
communicate with. Phoebe listens to Holden and is honest with him.
Holden cares very much about her. One night, he wanted to go visit Phoebe, even
though he might get caught by his parents. However he did not care and
went home anyway. He found Phoebe sleeping in their older brother D.B.'s
room. On the desk was Phoebe's journal. He said, "I sat there
on D.B.'s desk and read the whole notebook…Kid's notebooks kill me"
(p.161). He found her notebook funny, which shows that Phoebe is a funny
person. This might be one of the reasons why Holden enjoys being with her
so much. Holden is often sad and depressed. However, since Phoebe
is funny, she must make him feel better and more alive. This is important
because if Holden was never happy or laughing, what would keep him from doing
something he'll regret? He should keep the journal, so if he ever feels
upset, he can read it to make him laugh.
All Holden wants to do is to be able to communicate with someone. One of
the only people Holden could talk to was his younger brother, Allie, who died
of Leukemia. After Allie's death, Holden became very lonely and somewhat
violent. "I slept in the garage the night he died, and I broke all the
Goddamn windows with my left fist, just for the hell of it" (p.39) said
Holden. Allie played baseball and his position was outfielder.
Allie wrote poems all over his glove that he would read whenever he played and
did not get any balls. After Allie died, Holden kept the glove and it is
very important to him. "She was the only one, outside the family
that I ever showed Allie's mitt to,…" (p. 77). This shows how
special and important the glove is to Holden. It is the only object he
has that connects him with Allie.
Although Holden often says how much he hates someone or how some people annoy
him, deep down inside he really likes them and is happy he met that
person. Holden said to Mr. Antolini, "What I may do, I may hate them
for a little while, like this guy Stradlater I knew at Pency, and this other
boy, Robert Ackley. I hated them once in a while- I admit it- but it doesn't
last too long, is what I mean. After a while, if I didn't see them in the
dining room for a couple of meals, I sort of missed them" (p. 187).
This displays how Holden did have feelings for everyone he met even though he
claimed sometimes he hated that person. Everyone Holden met was important
to his life and each person had great significance. Holden said,
"About all I know is, I sort of miss everybody I told about. Even
old Stradlater and Ackley, for instance. I think I even miss that goddam
Maurice. It's funny. Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you
do, you start missing everybody" (p. 214). All Holden wanted to do
with everyone he met or everyone he already knew was to be able to communicate
with them. Even when he met Sunny all he wanted to do was talk. It
is important for Holden to have a picture of several of the people he knew, so
he would not miss them. Pictures of people would also remind him of the
relationships he had with them and how they had an impact on his life.
Jane Gallagher is one of Holden's old friends. They were neighbors at
Holden's summer house in Maine. Holden and Jane were very close
friends. Jane is also one of the few people that Holden was able to
communicate with. They use to play checkers together all the time.
Holden told Stradlater, "She wouldn't move any of her kings. What she'd
do, when she's get a king, she wouldn't move it…" (pgs. 31-32). It
is very important to see that Holden was happy when he was with Jane and that
he still thought about her. It is very ironic because Stradlater went on
a date with Jane one night. When Holden was in the bathroom with
Stradlater, Jane was outside. Holden could not believe it and kept saying
how he should go say hi, but he never did. He wanted to keep the image of
Jane the way he remembered. He did not want to lose the image of him and
Jane hanging out and playing checkers. Holden disliked change and wished
everything would stay the same. It is essential that Holden remembers
Jane the way she was because she was one of the few people he could talk
to. If Holden saw that Jane changed, he might realize that all people
change, and he would not like that.
One morning when Holden went out for breakfast, he met two nuns in the
restaurant. He began to talk to them about various topics, one being
Romeo and Juliet. On the floor, Holden saw a basket, "The one right
next to me had one of those straw baskets that you see nuns and Salvation Army
babes collecting dough with around Christmas time (p. 109). He said to the
nuns, "I thought if you were taking up a collection, I could make a small
contribution" (p. 109). This shows that Holden wanted to help other
people. The nuns were not collecting money at the time, however Holden
still offered to give them money for when they were collecting. He said,
"After they left, I started getting sorry that I'd only given them ten
bucks for their collection…I was sorry anyway, though. Goddam
money. It always ends up making you blue as hell" (p. 113).
Even after Holden did a good deed by giving money to the nuns, he still felt
upset because he wished he would have given them more. Even though this
makes him "blue," giving money is a symbol of Holden's generosity and
thoughtfulness for others. He should keep a basket to remind him of how
he helped people because maybe that would make him feel better about himself
when he was feeling down.
Many times throughout the novel, Holden wonders about the ducks in the lagoon
in Central Park, down near Central Park South. He wonders where they go in the
winter. He thinks about this several times and even asks different cab
drivers where they go. Holden thought to himself while talking to Mr.
Spencer, "I was wondering where the ducks went when the lagoon got all icy
and frozen over. I wondered if some guy came in a truck and took them
away to a zoo or something. Or if they just flew away" (p.13). He
also mentions the ducks again by asking a cab driver, "By any chance, do
you happen to know where they go, the ducks, when it gets all frozen
over?" (p.60) The fact that he asked a random person where the ducks
go shows how much Holden wanted to know the answer. He even went so far to ask
another cab driver, "Well you know the ducks that swim around in it? In
the springtime and all? Do you happen to know where they go in the wintertime,
by and chance?" (p. 81) Holden will not stop asking different people where
they go. He even goes to the lake himself, "I figured I go by that
little lake and see what the hell the ducks were doing, see if they were around
or not. I still didn't know if they were around or not" (p.
153). The ducks represent Holden. He wants to know where they go,
so maybe he can leave with them. He wants to get away like the ducks get
away. It is important for Holden to have a picture of the ducks to remind
him that unlike the ducks, he cannot run away from his problems.