Your Love Destroys Me

As my seconds become minutes

my heart stops beating when I think of you

…so many deceptions and broken ideals…

my devastated heart awaits for you

things seemed so different this time

life seemed so much simpler

yet I’m back on earth now

despising this gravitational pull of pain

you meant so much to me…u still do

but your addictions get the best of you

and above all they damage me beyond repair

I know you wont change for me

you don’t care enough about me…but I do

sadly I will not give in to your dirty love

and I will try to go on without you

maybe someday I will be able to look back

and only see the stain of the tears I’ve left behind