Vacancy
How in the world can I express these feelings that are kept so deep inside? How can I write down this feeling of constant emptiness? Especially when it continues to torments me by slowly consuming my insides? How do I release my thoughts of loneliness and self doubt when they wear me away? Tell me how to explain how I feel worthless and unappreciated. How I give myself to the world and yet get nothing in return. How I choose to help others and give them my love yet no one cares about me back. It’s like if I opened my heart to all those who need someone and yet they close theirs to mine. I don’t want to feel empty anymore. I don’t want to continue to be surrounded by so called friends that really don’t care about me at all. I don’t want to love in vain, especially when others take advantage of my love. I give myself to the world yet continue to be alone for the road ahead. In the end I have nothing to hold on to or call my own.
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