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Often I’ve wondered what goes through ur mind,

I still think of u,

Ur memory still haunts me,

I saw u again…

My mind puzzled.

I watched as you looked down in shame,

As you got the strength to pass by me,

Yet is this true?

Or am I nothing to you?

Was I ever?

Could I have ever been?

You ruined me entirely,

You gave me your love,

And then you took it way,

U lied to me,

Ur love was nothing put a poisonous pit of lies.

I don’t know how I did not notice…

Ur eyes seemed so convincing,

Or maybe I just wanted to believe…

What was not there?

Now all I want is to go back in time,

To never meet you,

To simply live my life, maybe like that I wouldn’t be so fucking broken.

Maybe like that love wouldn’t be dead to me.