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Complexities within myself
forgetting what is real,
letting illusions build up where no bases are present,
preparing myself for the biggest of fall,
containing the biggest flaws,
all i wanted was someone to turn to,
all i wanted was what you would give me,
but the truth is nothing between us has ever been truthfully strong,
nothing could ever be,
i have no idea what i felt for you,
i have no idea what you mean to me now,
a friend?
my best friend?
i think our connection is stronger,
but our lifelines have run out,
our lives are destined to live apart,
false illusions never built anything of true existence,
life itself is based on new experiences,
something is telling me that its time to let go,
if only i could without hurting you,
if only i could without doing damage to myself.