Sentiments

Emotions weaken me

as they take over all my other senses.

Piercingly jerking tears from my eyes.

Leaving me unaccompanied and in ruins.

The intensity becomes unbearable,

my whole body starts little by little to debilitate.

My soul is slowly decaying with agony

and my psyche gradually surrendering.

I’ve done too much of this already!

I’ve decided I want nothing to do with it.

I guess I need absolute ruthless apathy…

the only way for the pain to exit my essence.

Emotions continue to smother me

as they leave me numb.

I’m just waiting for it to end, yet I think,

nothing will resurrect me anymore.