you the one who
said you never loved me,
you the one who played with my feelings,
you the one who destroyed me.
you dare come back,
you dare to try again.
but I’m not a nimrod,
i will not fall into your game.
yet i had forgotten how much is missed your voice,
but no,
i will never go with you again.
never.
after it was over,
you insulted me,
you hated me,
you said every possible bad thing about me.
what shook your head?
what the fuck happened to you?
did you just wake up one morning and said:
"I love you again."
or did you just see me,
see my reflection in the shadows,
see how i shine in the dark
see how i glow in your eyes?
Well no!
I’m more than an object,
i still remember what you did.
am i that stupid in your eyes?
do you forget all of a sudden the hate you had?
did you forgive my sins?
did you see what i truly am?
i have never felt so disgusted.
I have never felt so much hate,
that’s all you are
an object,
a symbol, of hate.
for you are nothing
a piece of scum.
a piece of dirt.
you will never rule me,
you will never have power over me.
you are like a pet
begging for his owner to play.
Hypocrite,
Narrow minded,
Asshole,
you will rot.
and i will rule over all that is darkness.