Raw

For a few seconds our eyes lock,

slowly your soul forces its way gently into mine.

I can see you’ve physically changed,

I can see you’ve spiritually grown.

The way you looked into my eyes;

it was like no other I’ve experienced.

Your eyes told me you were sorry;

your eyes showed me you once cared,

your eyes let me know you still remembered the way I taste.

To be sincere I confess I do too…yet

I don’t understand why our lives keep crossing,

And I don’t understand why I still tremble when I see you.

I guess it’s because everything happened so quickly,

I didn’t have time to think, only to feel.

Our lives were separated forever,

And sometimes I wonder if it was worth it,

all the pain and regret and above all…

all the times I tried to hate you.

I never could you know, even though I know I should.

I’ve wished for you to exit my life so many times,

and every time I have been unsuccessful.

It’s been almost a year and your memory still haunts me.

You bastard, I hate you and your charming look of devastation.