PANIC IN CLAUSTROPHOBIA
trapped....
trapped in a small box in my head
i suddenly cant feel my own breath
as i slowly begin to suffocate
just waiting, for some sign
just waiting, for some escape
just being trapped.
the box.....i watch it
i stare at it
i fear it
i contemplate it.
then i realize...
its getting smaller!
Oh god nO!
it shrinks, with me inside
it crushes my thoughts
it hurts my head.
what to do?
what can i do?
nothing....
the thought of nothing,
it seems horrific.
how can i have no control over this?
how can i live like this?
then i stop...
i inhale.....
its all a lie.
i put myself here.
i crawled inside the box.
i made it all happen.
now i realize, that i must crawl out.