Nonsense

Teased by your game,
infatuated with your name,
I can sense the torment in you,
I can feel the energy through your vanes.

Oceans part us,
friendship once bided us,
with time we fell apart,
with time your name I wished to forget.

Your kindness kills me,
your ideals I fear.
I wish every dream of yours comes true,
I wish every wrong done to you is compensated with the finest.

I'm not as strong as you,
I'm not who you think I am,
I never was,
I never will be.

I've been thinking about giving you up,
about loosing you purposely,
and you know i would,
just if i knew i would forget you.