You act and act upon me,
without making sense
just talking from right outside your head.
you stab and stab on me
without stopping,
without compassion,
just with all your anger and all your hate.
why do you despise me so?
what have I done?
why am I so alone?
sadly, my back begins to drip blood.
like rain, streams go down my vanes.
I drop to my knees,
for in the floor I lie all alone.
Ouchy!, how my back hurts!
Ouchy!, how my heart was destroyed!
I try to make some sense inside your mind,
but although I plea and plea,
although I surrender my heart and soul...
you continue to strike me.
it seems you do not hear my cries,
but I know better, we all do.
just because you choose to ignore me,
it means nothing.
yet, you continue to gratify your ignorance,
once and again...
without a single miss,
it has been clear to me,
that you have always been out to annihilate me.
you have always wanted me to be your own.
for your love is against all our wills,
and against all you hold dear.
your passion is above my fears,
while my consciousness dies in anxiety,
while my heart drowns in distress.
and your love is shown,
just horridly yet somehow beauteously
through a love massacre
filled with all the things I hold dear:
tragedy, hate and fear.