Fade Away

As I sit here wiping tears from my cheek;

I am forced to watch you fade away.

Each time falling further from me.

(…you’re slipping away…)

As if you weren’t far enough!

I thought our emotional tie was immune to distance,

I guess I thought wrong.

(…you’re running away…)

Now I don’t know what goes on in your head

nor what puzzles your big porcelain heart,

not even the daily drama in your life.

(…you’re gliding away…)

Now I fake smiles and hide in front of all our unsaids.

I am tortured as we talk of nothing relatively important.

How can it be so that I not express myself to you?

(…you’re walking away…)

I’ve given you my mind and soul

What now? Am I supposed to let go?

Fuck, all those years of friendship just thrown away!!!

(…you’re scurrying away…)

I wanted to say so many things…

yet the words don’t find a way to exit my lips.

Fear and weakness represses them,

while my love for you occults them within.

(…you’re stepping away…)

So many things were left unsaid.

I know we are miles apart,

but that never stopped us before!

(…you’re wasting away…)

Please stop falling away from me.

Please hold on tight to me.

If u believe in me, I promise you ill try too.

(…you’re sliding away…)

Hold on tight for the bumpy ride,

I am sure there is a lot for us to knowledge.

As long as you are by my side,

I refuse to drown within.

(…you’re fading away…)