Bitter Whispers
His voice seemed so cold as she shivered in sadness. Samantha knew he didn’t want her anymore, she was just another number; another girl fallen into his pathetic charm. She said she was sorry for anything she did wrong; all she wanted was to be with him. Samantha didn’t want to give up on the hope she had built up. The truth was she didn’t do anything wrong, she just followed her heart and took a chance. A chance that made her fall into the abyss of loneliness.
She didn’t understand the nature of their break-up because everything had happened so fast. Her heart didn’t have the time to consult her common sense. All she knew was that every time he passed by, her heart beat stronger. His dark hazel eyes made her feel like he cared about her. She reached out to him to know him but somehow he was always busy. He always had something better to do than to be with her. The times they were together it was his call. One day he closed up his life to her. He said “…because you deserve better...” and left her speechless. How could he break her heart into a thousand pieces and say it was because she deserved better? He always had excuses, always the most pitiful excuses. He knew how to lie.
He knew how to look into her eyes, and know that she would believe anything he said because she felt something special for him. She tried to talk to him, but there was nothing to it, his voice was so different. He wasn’t the same sweet guy. It’s ironic how they were so close but felt so far apart. The only thing she wanted was to have that feeling again… to have companionship. She knew she wasn’t going to get anything from him anymore, that it was never real. She had no choice but to walk away. Samantha still searched to fill the emptiness in her heart.
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