Kissing 16
Marks mobile started
ringing, he looked at it and saw Tim’s name flashing at him,
“Hello”
“Mark where the fuck
where you, you left Paul and Christian on there own”
“They are big boys
Tim” Mark smirked at that thought,
“No mark this isn’t acceptable,
you do this one more time and we are going to be having words…”
“Bye Tim” he hung up
on him, he sped up on his way
“Why did you do
that?” he said looking at the voice through the mirror,
“Because all he ever
wants is you too work”
“That’s my job, and
where the hell are you going I wanted to see Siobhan?”
“Oh no were not going
to see her”
“WELL were in the
hell are we off”
“We need to talk; you
have got to stop over powering me”
“I need to get you
out don’t you understand that, I HATE YOU” he shouted,
“Well Mark Im here to
stay” the voice said, the car speeded up and swerved round a corner, and ended
up going into a wall leaving Mark unconscious.
“Ben don’t do that here” Sammie said hitting his hand away,
“What I don’t see
anything wrong with it” he said groping her again.
They were walking
down the sunny streets of
They weren’t having
much luck in finding anywhere because they hadn’t really been here before so it
was all new but fun,
“You know what
Sammie?”
“What Ben?”
“I give up looking
for that place cant we just walk around”
“Ben I believe we
have been doing that for half an hour now”
“Oh well”
“Come on shop, we can
get a drink”
“Good Idea” they walked
across the street and into a shop. They walked into the shop grinning, the
women at the till gave them a funny look, like you were not allowed to be
happy. When they got out of the shop Ben’s phone started ringing,
“Hello” he could hear
crying on the other end,
“Ben, you and Sammie
need to come home” Siobhan said,
“Why?” he asked
concerned,
“Mark he has been in
an accident, he is hospital and not in a good state”
“Did he get you to do
this, well im not falling for it, I slipped once, well twice and now he is
using his girlfriend to make me come home well no” he turned his phone off and
asked Sammie to do the same. She knew the call was about Mark so she didn’t
bother asking what it was about.
Siobhan looked at her phone, what in the hell was Ben on about. Mark
was in a serious state, he needed his friends and family there. She looked at
him and started crying again, just then Paul and Christian walked in,
“Hey” they both said,
“Hello Christian” she
said glaring at Paul,
“What have I done?”
he asked, she through the Polaroid’s at him,
“Oh”
“Man what where you
doing, are you mad Paul?” Christian said looking at one,
“I don’t know he just
made it all sound so tempting and when I saw him and Ben I just wanted to have
a part of it”
“WHAT!!” Siobhan
shouted,
“Ben as well the
swine that’s why he hung up on me” she continued
“You and Ben, God I
didn’t think you were into that, is that way him and Sammie split up” Christian
asked, Paul nodded,
“God man why is he so
stupid” Paul said looking at Mark
“I don’t think he
knows what he is doing its like there is two people in there, and all I wanna
do is wake him up and tell him everything will be good”
You hear that Mark they want you
to get better, they all do but if you keep fighting me your not going to do
that.
Why won’t you leave me alone I have done
nothing to you and yet you are trying to rule over me, can’t you see your
making me life hell.
Mark I am you, I’m what the bad in you wants and I know you like the
bad side, most people prefer their darker side.
Well I don’t. I want to go back to how it was I
want my beautiful girlfriend by my side and I want to tell her how much I love
her. I want to go back to being friends with everyone and seeing the fans smile
when we sing. I don’t want any sauded affairs.
Too late Mark. You were the one who started this by kissing Ben.
That was just curiosity you were the one who
wanted him back and kept going after my friends, you were the one who hit
Siobhan when all I wanted to do was marry her. Why can’t you leave me alone?
You are so pathetic. Why can’t you just let me take over?
Because you are not who I want to be. I want to
be happy and be able to make other people happy.
I don’t do happy….
Exactly that why I don’t want to be you, you
are a loser, you’re the side I don’t want anyone to see you, I hate having the
dark in me showing. There is a time and a place for you and it’s not now or
here.
We will leave this for now Im tired and I know you are too but Mark you
aren’t going to win this one never.
Ben and Sammie had gone back to the hotel and were now lying on his
bed. His hands going through her hair and she was feeding him popcorn as they
watched a film that was on,
“Sammie?”
“Mmmm?”
“How long have we been
together?”
“About 6 or 7 months,
why?” she said looking at him,
“Well Mark made me
think about this” he put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a little box,
“It’s not an
engagement ring or anything but its to show you how much I love you” he said as
he showed her a delicate ring with her Birthstone,
“So that is what you
were doing when I was getting Ice cream” she said smiling at him and he slid it
on her middle finger on her right hand, while he nodded,
“It signifies how
committed I am to you and how I always want us to be”
“I can’t believe how
much has happened in so little time and yet I still can’t stop having these
overwhelming feeling for you. How can I not when you do stuff like this”
The bad side of Mark seemed to be dormant at
the moment, so Mark opened his eyes and saw his friends and family around him,
he smiled when he saw these people,
“Please tell me he
won’t come back” Mark said,
“Who?” Siobhan said
smiling,
“Im not sure who he
is but he isn’t good, he is living in my head and he takes over when ever he
wants to do things bad”
“Mark you are not
making sense”
“He wont leave me
alone, he makes me do bad things and things that I shouldn’t, he made me kiss
Ben and Paul and he did this to you” he said touching Siobhan’s cheek, she thought he was confused so she just gave
him a kiss.