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| 11-1-03 - - So, nothing too exciting to talk about really. Went and saw Texas Chainsaw Massacre with Ian and Vannah last night. Pretty good movie. I kept jumping and I almost hit Ian in the nuts. lol. Anyways, working at Starbucks now, i sold my soul to the devil! it's free coffee. they make you an addict. i think i'll like it better at starbucks than i did panera bread. panera bread can just like my asshole. lol. so, i guess willie doesn't care about me and ian! lol.. i knew he wouldn't, it bothers me but it doesn't. the only reason it bothers me is because i don't understand how you can be with someone for so long and then just stop caring all together. but that's the only reason i was upset. haha.. what do i have to lose right?!? not too much. lol. i know, i'm mean and i'm probably burning in hell.. So anyways, Dec 19th can't come soon enough, i'm ready to be out of the stupid ass hell hole Mt. Vernon. that place drives me fucking insane! stupid people. arrggghhh my tattoo itches and i can't scratch it, if i could it wouldn't itch 1/2 as bad as it does. i want to get another one.. i just don't have the cash for it. i'll get one sometime. well, i'm trying to figure out what i'm gonna do tonight. i think i'm gonna go and make some more phone calls so i don't have to sit alone on a saturday night and feel like such a fucking loser. lol. |
| 11-02-03--PAH! i'm tired, yet, i've slept all day! oh well, i guess i didn't sleep all day, i did go downtown and have the pictures taken, oh well. ice cream sounds good right now. i know that was out of nowhere but oh well.. deal with it. anyways.. i went to ian's last night.. we went to the mall and then got the movie 28 Days Later.. yeah.. that movie confused me.. maybe it was because i was paying more attention to the kids screaming at each other outside.. that shit is addicting! so yeah, i'm having a good time hanging out with ian. i'm a lot happier now that me and willie aren't together. i'm happy that me and vannah are hanging out again too.. we never saw each other when me and willie were together.. i don't know.. it's hard to explain, it's good to have her back though. i have to work tomorrow and tuesday 4-8! pah! at least starting tuesday i'll be out in greenfield, i won't have to drive to 75th and shadeland anymore.. that gets long and tiring.. i think i'll like working at starbucks better than panera.. who knows.. i wish i didn't have to work period.. the money will be nice i guess.. so yeah, i really don't have anything else to say.. not that i had anything to say in the first place.. |