Date Finished: Thursday, August 7th, 2003
"Zac! Zac wait!"
What Ike?
"Where are you going?"
......Somewhere.
"Zac, come on, I'm worried about you!"
Well don't be! I'm just going for a walk ok?
"Whats wrong with you?"
Uhh whatever!
Zac stormed out of the house down the dark deserted streets for hours upon hours thinking about his life. Zac sat on a nearby bench by Westwood Park. He buried his face in his hands. Why? Why me? What did i do to deserve this? I can't take this shit no more! Zac got off the bench, eyes watering, trying to find something to punch. Untill he saw her.....Niki! The only thought going through his head was to beat the living hell out of her, but he calmed himself and walked off in the opposite direction. What was she doing? Why did she have to be right where i was? He grew angrier as each thought went through his head. The more he thought about it the more anxious he grew. He stopped in the middle of the road thinking about what he should do. Ahead of him he saw a car. Maybe I should just end my life now. He thought. It couldnt hurt. No one cares! The car sped closer and closer. It will all be over soon. Closer and closer it came, tires skidding across the hard cement road. Just inches infront of him, he hears a loud "BAM."
Zac sprung out of bed onto the floor. A light beaming in his face. " Sorry man, I didn't mean to wake you, I ran into the dresser.....dude, you ok?" Zac lay in the floor gasping for air.
I had the dream again.
9:30 am
"Breakfast is ready!" The whole family gathered around the table and took there seats. "Where's zac?" Upstairs in his room. Isaac said. "Would you be a dear and go get him?" Mom, I don't think he wants to be bothered. "nonsense, you're acting as if somethings wrong, there's nothing wrong is there?
"No, nothings wrong. I'll go get him." Isaac walked up the stairs to Zacs room. "Uh zac, breakfast is ready" I'm not hungry. "Mom told me to come get you, if you don't come downstairs she'll suspect something." Uhh fine, I'll be down in a minute. "Ok." Isaac went back to the table.
He'll be down in a minute. "Ok hun, thanks." Isaac sat back down and started eating.