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Sometimes i wonder what its all about ya know? Yesterday was a really bad day for me. Do you know what it feels like to not be wanted? its the worst feeling in the world. My friend invited me to eat dinner with her and her family. turns out she didnt tell her mom that she invited me so it looked like i just came in, sat down and started eating at there table. it was so embassaring. Then even worse she told like evryone in the naborhood that i had got her in trouble because i "wouldnt go home". I felt so low and alone. i really dont like to impose on people but i do anyway without knowing half the time. Today was a better day. I took a test like i have every morning of this week. We are taking the state wide tests and our scedual is all wacked up and the first two hour of the day we sit down and take a test filled with open-reponces (chill), and multible choice. i absolutly had state testing. its called KCCT witch stands for Kentucky Core Content Test. Its not hard but it takes up alot of your time. Know im fighting with this girl named candy. she is so mean. we were friends but we arnt know. Shes new at the school and she is already popular. i dont think its fair. She came up to me one day and out of the blue said "After school today, b****,i'm gona F*** you up", witch really mean im gonna kick your a*s after school. Today i told her that it was evedint that she didnt have a verry wide vocabulary because all she ever did was cus. She also said that it wasnt her fault that im so poor i cant aford nice clothes like her. And for the first time in like a month someone really deep-down hurt my feelings. i really wanted to cray but no, i couldnt because then she would have gotten what she wanted. Anyway &th graders arnt suposed to cry. I think its against the wanna-be-adult-like-law. |
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