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May 15, I fell off a ladder, just a short
kitchen type ladder, while putting hanging flower planters up in
front of my store. I ended up in the hospital in extreme
pain and was having an increase of symptoms that I had previously
had.
My arms and hands were going numb about three
times more often than before the accident, and there was a lot more pain
and electrical tingling in my shoulders and arms than before.
A back surgeon, one that I had never seen before, was called in
to consult, and I asked for an MRI because of the extreme increase in
symptoms. He said "no" because my regular x-rays did not
show anything.
Gosh was I frustrated!!!!
Everyone knows that regular x-rays are good for broken or dislocated
bones but do little or nothing to show what is going on in the soft
tissue.
I told the doctor that I felt he was making a
mistake and that symptoms just don't triple in frequency and intensity
if there is nothing new going on. I said to the doctor
"I am begging you to do an MRI, I promise you that you
will find something new. I have always been right when I have
had the conviction that something new and fixable is going on.
I have that conviction now. All you have to do is check
with my records and my old doctor that I had for over 12 years, and he
and the records will verify what I am saying."
In the
early days, it took up to six years one time for my doctor to listen to
me about a very painful lump on the back of my ankle that was about the size of a ping
pong ball. My doctor kept saying that
it was just part of the chronic pain and would go away with time.
I finally had to have gall bladder surgery and was able to show the
lump to the surgeon. He immediately referred me to a specialist.
I had begged my own doctor for such a referral for over six years.
He would always refuse, and in my health system I can't just call up a
specialist and refer myself.
I ended up having to have
surgery on my Achilles tendon, which had been inflamed for so long
that part of it had died and turned to mush. The specialist,
Dr. W., said that I was very lucky; if I would have turned or sprained the ankle,
the tendon could have broken in
two!!!! Then I really would have had troubles, as tendons
are stretched elastic and it would snap up into my calf and they
would have had to dig to get it back down.
Please,” I begged the back surgeon, "I don't want to
have to suffer forever with these extra pains and symptoms any
longer than necessary!!!!!!"
I was then thinking of another time when
I had been at an auction and was loading the back of my pickup
truck. I was parked in a hayfield and the ground was
really uneven. Like a fool that should have
known better, I jumped out of the back of my truck rather than
sedately crawling out. The next day, and for weeks after, I
could barely walk. I asked my doctor for x-rays and to be
sent to a foot specialist. He refused, telling me again
that this was just part of my chronic pain. "Chronic pain
tends to move around." Dr. F. said.
Begging and telling him about all of the times I had been right in the past
when I had insisted that something was wrong got me nowhere.
I finally, after a year of suffering, persuaded him to send me to a
foot doctor. We found out, after X-rays, that I had
broken bones in the tops of both of my feet, and they had not healed
right. Had I been able to persuade my doctor to send me to
a specialist in the beginning, they would have taken x-rays right
away and treated the breaks properly. Now I will have
foot pain for the rest of my life.
Back to the present, the
back surgeon said he wanted me to have
epidural steroid shots in my back.
The next day, in walked a new back surgeon.
I again begged to get an MRI and repeated what my symptoms were
and how they had changed since the fall. I told him that
I knew there was something wrong that was fixable if he
would only look, and that I had never been mistaken when I had these
feelings. He, Dr. E., repeated that he saw no
reason to do an MRI based upon my X-rays and that he would not order
an MRI.
About two hours later, in comes
Dr. E. He
grumpily tells me that it seems that I am to get my MRI anyway
because the pain clinic doctors won't do epidural steroid shots without MRI's, because they have to know the best location to put the
shots.
The next morning, Dr. E. cheerfully comes
into my room to tell me, "Your MRI looks terrible, and
you definitely have pinched nerves in the nerve root in your
neck and in the area of the spinal cord. This is going to
require surgery for it to get better."
After
that the doctor started treating me like I was a worthy and perhaps
somewhat intelligent patient, where as before I felt that he thought
I was either a hypochondriac or a malingerer. He turned
out to be a pretty good surgeon. And now, eight weeks after my surgery,
I am much better. I only get numb in the left arm and hand, which I feel is from a huge bone spur that is on that side of
the spine. I had asked to have that taken off while he
was in there, but he told me that it wasn't needed.
We
will have to see about that.
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