November 1991
No one can stop the pain you feel
You were hurt now you�re hurting yourself
Got to beat yourself down just to prove that you�re real
I was raped when I was only three
Told it was love I was told I was special
Now I won�t let anyone get closer to me
Brought up in pain and told it�s right
I was beaten every time I cried
I wake up every time things go bump in the night
Love is a knife and it makes me bleed
I would have screamed but the cries died within
Now I�ll never be pure for I carry his seed
I lock myself in my own cage
Can�t even bare to touch myself
I�m afraid of my pain I�m afraid of my rage so I
Suffer � SUFFER
Hanging on to the edge of the knife I
Suffer � SUFFER
Cure myself with the blade got to purge all the pain
Put an end to this torture that they call life
Stare at the razor and throw it away
He would win if I died, it would prove I was his
Now I�ll make it my life to make sure that he�ll pay he�ll
Suffer � SUFFER
For the madness he planted in me he�ll
Suffer � SUFFER
Cut him down from his throne vengeance once and for all
I vow Never Again, yes I will be free
