The tears flow like heavy rain in the dead of the night
Uncontrolled I try to fight
Back to the day that is got so bad
Back to the day my life, so sad
Took a turn to my demise
And how much I really despise
Myself and other, so unaware
Deep inside I ready don't care
If I live or die tonight
If people care much or slight
No one here but pain and a blade
So inviting, so long I've stayed
The skin gives way
The stains will stay
All white, now red
They'll find in my bed
The mortal me
So weakened by misery
The letter, baring my soul
Ink black as coal
Shall ever be,
My last.
By Me