�I write my last words with tear filled eyes�
I write my note of suicide
The writing's faint, it's out of ink
Eyes full of tears I try to blink
My eyes are red from crying so much
I'm adding to my note the final touch
Please don't miss me or cry for me
I'm not worth it so please forget me
I'm dead, I'm gone it won't be long
Till you read my last words in this song
Just do me one wish and please forget me,
Just understand I'm where I wanna be
And you try to always understand me
But no one knows what I know, or sees what I see
I stand on the chair, and then the table
And hang around me neck the cable
I stand on the edge and pray to someone
I whisper through gasps, I'm heard by no one
I step forward my last step
The cable is too tight to take a breath
I jump off the table with my life to take
The last sound I hear is my neck break
I hung myself in my room alone
Not loved, not cared for, all alone
By myself, I left this place
I'm out of the way of the human race,
I never fought to stay alive,
I never wanted to survive
All my life, I had no pride
The only answer was suicide
I want my gravestone to only say,
"I lived my life waiting for this day"
This is by one Super Sadist on the darkness.com site. I don't think that the site is still around.