and I'll be okay
Maybe my heart will be lighter
and my head more clear.
I long to feel
the love that's gone.
The longing sits in my gut
like a stone.
Memories of fun times
and sweet touch fill my head.
Thoughts of could have beens,
would have beens
just lead to more dread.
One more day
and I'll be okay
Healing, loving myself
in a determined way.
I know it could never be the same
trust has gone,
and only fear remains.
With my head I know that's right
it doesn't stop my arms
from reaching out in the night.
Thank God for my friends
who listen and care
Thank God for the man I am
and the beliefs I share.
My eyes swell less today
One more day
and I'll be okay.
