| tired. went back to the doctor today. another shot in the ass....more steriods. i got bit tuesday and i'm STILL out of it. i'm still sore. my back is killing me. i need a ciropractor or a masusse or SOMETHING....only thing is i'm tickleish as hell. it wouldn't work. i'd have to have that trust thing going on. still haven't heard from april. i've been e-mailing her like a mad man but she hasn't bee replying. i don't want to give up. i like her even as nothing more than a friend and i'm worried. i know she's haveing a tough time but i want to help. i hate being alone when i'm feelin shitty.....of corse, i'm only assuming that she's alone. for all i know she isn't. ok. nuff of that. i was supposed to have a date with her tomorrow night. tickets and a limo. cool. but i don't know. i'm drugged but i'd still go. i'm on benedryl....big time. and it looks like i'll be on it for a little while longer. damn spider. no one has been online latelly. and i know, i've kept my puter on as much as possible so i can hear if someone comes in but........tabbs was on today and i talked with her a bit. new angolina joli movie......damn. they showed the kissing scene...damn. might need to hop back in the shower and not turn on the hot water...whhooo. ok, this is depressing. i'm gonna sleep and hope i get a responce from someone...any one....i'm gonna go e-mail myself. PEACE |
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